Sunday 26 November 2017

collage part 2

Last I said was about friends. Let me continue that. You will slowly lost contact with your school bestie who you’d thought would be your bestie for life but no. they will be busy with life and will literally have no time at all to call you or text you. But here in your grown up life you will not find friends... you’ll be meeting your new family who really is a family who really care for you make fun of you, pranks you, and love you. I found mine here. They’re wonderful! Trust me you’ll have no regrets meeting people like them.

You’ll go through bullshits in life like people backstabbing you and stuff like what I said. But trust me things like that makes you stronger and bolder. You will be more like a risk taker. I know it’s not fun hearing bad stuff about you but that’s life. Eventually time after time those things doesn’t matter anymore to you.


Then later, you’ll find love. Now here’s a thing about commitments. Don’t put trust on ANYBODY at all for love and commitment. It’s gonna hurt if you find out that your partner is cheating on you hard time! Oh I’ve been there alright… it wasn’t fun at all. You fall to pieces and literally fall down. Get depressed and stuff like that. Life aint easy bruh. You need to play hard to get. But not to hard… you might lose your chance tho. So play had to get but not too hard. Play cool tho it’s hard but yeah be friendly and not boasting around when you’re with him… (or her). Eventually there’ll be signs whether he or she like you or not. 

tbc..

Wednesday 15 November 2017

collage part 1

college life is hard. you need to be prepared for a lot of "drama". you'll cry, be crazy like joker,  get mad, be famous, get ditched, get pushed around. yes., you'll go through all that and in fact a lot more. all you gotta do is be tough. get  ready for the worst. cause you'll never know whats gonna come to you later on. i've been through hell for the past 4 months of my life and i'm just starting collage. i don't know why this is happening to me. a little sad but i need to be tough. i got into a relationship 3 4 months ago and it lasted for only like 3 months? i don't know. i really like him but he is just to much for me. easier said he's to different than me. i don't mind the differences we have but not to much cause that will totally change my lifestyle. i don't like that.

the next problem you'll have is that you being used by others or.. being accused. well, as a girl there be a lot of rumors about you especially when you hang a lot with guys. well let's just say that i'm use to it but at some point i do care about things like that. i don't want my reputation to be so bad. i just don't get it why do people like to bad mouth you? what have i done to them. this is so not fair. just because i'm different and weird doesn't mean that i'm a bad ass person who doesn't know whats right and wrong. i don't do boasting and stuff. i don't do girly stuff because i don't know how. i'm just a huge lump of mess and thank god, there are people out there who would still accept me as a friend but at this moment i really feel like i'm gonna loose them.

another thing about college life is that the fear of being alone with no friends. for a person like me i don't like losing friends. friends means a lot to me.
 TBC...